An Orphan’s Voice
This poem is dedicated to children around the world who have been forgotten.
Children who have no voice.
Children who have been victims of injustice, war, disease, abuse, trafficking, neglect and greed.
Children who God asks us to defend.
I wrote this based on David’s writing of the 68th Psalm where he says, God is a “Father to the fatherless, defender of widows—this is God, whose dwelling is holy. God places the lonely in families.”
I wrote this for the beautiful children of Northern India, West Africa, Mexico, Peru, America’s foster systems and our own inner cities, which I have had the privilege to meet.
You will see them in this poem.
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Mama’s sick, daddy’s gone
Belly’s empty, I’m all alone
Can’t grow food, the ground is poison
Religion says, it’s the path I’ve chosen
Papa lives in a new steel home
A solitary place, no room to roam
His hug feels good, I need to cleave
I have to go, and he can’t leave
Man with car, driving up the street
He gives me things, always bitter sweet
I will find love, even if it hurts
Pain has become the way I divert
He says he loves me, I want to believe
He beats me sick, my skin bleeds
My actions compromised, he’s gonna make me rich
Need a new definition, love shouldn’t feel like this
I sweat with fever, mosquitos rage
Can’t get a net, it’s a two week wage
Rain forgotten, water brown
It’s all I drink, intestines pound
Church round the corner says they have good news
Only open an hour a week, I am confused
They say Jesus loves me, I better get in
I need to experience God, with bones and skin
Gunshots past my window, sunset brings a brand new show
I survive another corner, I survive another go
Told there is a God, told he’s a father
I’ve been burned before, not gonna bother
New job in the city, a new hope pending
Been lied to once again, now a slave never ending
Parents think I’m safe, making a living
I’m used everyday, more animal than human being
I have no value, I have no worth
Accidents happen, including my birth
I have no future, I have no sight
But I will survive today, I’m ready to fight
I need a dad, I need a mom
I need a house, I need a home
I’m one of millions, yet all alone
I’m looking for a place where love is shown
I’ve heard of children, with gold in their hand
I want to go there, this forgotten land
Where a bitter pill will make me better
Please someone notice, I’m praying for a letter
I want to go where children aren’t fatherless
Where my bellies full and the streets are harmless
I want to go where love doesn’t hurt and mosquitos don’t kill
Where churches are trading and Grace is the deal
I want to go where I feel safe, no longer looking behind me
Where I can find God, my heavenly father, who places the lonely in families